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Junior (T)(F)cheer.

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october 14th, 2008
i had no idea. i swear i didn't. i tell the guy to DUMP HIS GIRLFRIEND. how ridiculous can i get? i didn't mean to! i didn't know until afterwards, but still. i can't tell him to do what i did to mel just because what i did to mel wasn't right. i should have stayed there with her. i should have been there for her. she never listened to me though. she had no respect for herself; carelessly throwing her life away like that-- i can't change her, and i won't try, so i let her go.
i feel like a sick fool. how stupid was i to think he actually thought of me in THAT way?! there i go, blowing things out of proportion and keeping my expectations way too high. i really... fell for him. hard. and he obviously wouldn't ever DREAM to consider me that way... i'm the biggest idiot in the world. what's even worse is i'm actually crying. i'm full on devastated. i feel like one of those "mistresses" dirty rich fat men have, only he doesn't even care about me. i bet he knows. i bet he knows and feels sorry for me so he just talks to me anyways. i'm such a joke. lay wouldn't understand, she hates sebby. she'd probably go on about hoe much better i am than him, but that's really not true at all. i don't deserve him. which is obviously why i don't have him. ugh. i'm such a dumbass.
and so, because i came across like i wanted them to break up i had to pretend like i really didn't want them to even though i DID before i even knew they were a couple and now...
i was crying. he didn't know it but i was definitely crying while i tried to justify his girlfriend's actions even though i didn't know her, and i even tried to convince him to stay with her. i'm such a disgusting hypocrite. i left mel in the dust and here i am, preaching to him about his girlfriend, saying things i don't even want to say because i don't want to be the girl that breaks up a couple because i like the guy, especially because i'm pathetic and he doesn't even feel the same way. no, not especially, i guess, because i'd never intentionally break up anyone, no matter what.
i'm so confused and hurt. and i did this to myself. i have no one else to blame.
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quinn olivia greenei know i've been a liar and i know i've been a fool. i hope we didn't break it, but i'm glad we broke the rules. my cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through; i cover my eyes, still all i see is you.
 [thanks jac!] at night i dream without you and hope i don't wake up 'cause waking up without you is like drinking from an empty cup.
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