[mila jacintha bludd]

ACROSS THE FLOOR IN THE HAND OF WHERE WE DROVE THE DRILL
• a cautious ear to the mouth of your confession •

milajacinthabludd

THINK OF ALL THE THINGS WE PUT HIM THROUGH
• in the face of his god would he tell the truth? •

name or alias, olivia
age, sixteen
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STILL RECORDED WERE THE WORDS THAT DRIBBLED OUT HIS KISS
• when eyes go blind in this man of what could once become •

full name, "Mila Jacintha Bludd"
nick names, "Call me Mimi or MJ or Mila. I'm not picky"
age, year, and birthdate, "I'm really one hundred and sixty-two, but I pretend that I'm seventeen. I'm a seventh year. And my birthday is on none other than February fourteenth, how funny."
house,"I'm a daring Gryffindor"
blood,"Well, technically I'm half witch and half vampire, so I really don't know where that leaves me."
heritage, "Italian. Plain and simple."
sexuality, "Mostly boys, but living so long, things get a little boring."

wand, "Twelve and a quarter inches, holly, pheonix talon core."
pets, "Don't have any. They die too quickly for my taste."

SEVER THE LIMBS OFF HIS TORSO IN SLEEP
• and burn what remains so the world may now see •

hair, "My hair is a big contravercy. No one can really ever tell me a true color. Some will say dishwater blond. Others will say it's honey colored. Honestly I don't know who to go with, but honey colored sounds more intriguing so let's go with that. My hair it honey colored. It's rather long, cascading over my shoulders like curtains. Usually it stays pretty straight, but sometimes I get a little bored with that and change it up, making it curly or something like that."
eyes, "My eyes are rather interesting. It's not really the color that draws people to them, it's more the size. They look rather wide and doe-eyed. But I love them. They are a rather warm chocolatey color, but that's when they aren't in the sunlight. In the sunlight they look more like an amber color than anything."
figure, "I'm definately skinny and I don't have that many curves at all. I'm not completely flat. I'm just not as equipped as some girls are. Not that I care too much. Sure sometimes i envy them, but other times I like the way I am. I'm unique and if that bothers you than too damn bad."
skin tone, "Oddly enough I'm not as pale as most think I would be for a vampire. Grandted I'm not a dark tan color. I'm more of a golden color. Luckily that never changes. I love my complexion. It's not ghostly looking, but it's not really normal when I spend long periods of time out in the sun, which doesn't happen often without the help of a lovely potion."
noticeable features, "One, my eyes, how they change in the sunlight. Two, my curves, or lack there of. Three, how my skin tne never changes. Four, the four scars on my back."
play by, "Ira says I resemble Anne Marie van Dijk"

NO LONGER... WILL WE WAIT FOR YOUR ANSWERS
• back to the hell where you've come from •

likes,

my true family
my second family
talking
laughing
sports
late nights
darkness
exploring
blood
boys
flirting
kissing
getting into mischief
sweets
cold weather
snow
chocolate

dislikes,

sunlight
warm weather
homework
authority
people who demand respect
losing control
rejection
being wrong
limitations
being underestimated
raw emotions

strengths,

getting in and out of trouble
sports
talking
flirting
easy to get along with
loyalty

weaknesses,

human blood
losing control
trusting people
staying out of trouble
Potions... I suck at it
I can be a bit vain

amortentia, "I love the smell of roses, vanilla, fresh snow, the smell before it rains, men's cologne, and human blood"
patronus, "My patronus happens to take the form of a ferret."
boggart, "My dead family."

sum it up,

• quiet yet outgoing
Well Mila is rather loud and outgoing.From day one she's been a little loud and obnoxious. Thankfully over the years she's toned it down. Keeping a little more to herself when she's around certain people and then letting herself go when she's around those who she feels like she can do that with. That is when you talk to her and she gets to know you. When you first see her and she's alone or with some people she doesn't really know too well she's rather quiet and introverted. She doesn't like to open up to people until she really gets to know them, she doesn't want to scare them away very easily. But once Mila opens up she is rather out there. No one really expects this from her, that is everyone except her family. Well the ones that she calls her family. She doesn't automatically jump up one day and scare the crap out of people, she gives it to them in doses until they can handle the true Mila. But it's rare that she ever gets that far. Normally she only opens up half way. Just the ones that have spent over a century with her know the real Mila.

• not the brightest vampire
Well Mila isn't the brightest person you will ever meet. She's not completely retarded that she gets the worst marks in the world. She just doesn't get the outstanding marks that others get. She's more along the line of average. She would love to be smarter, but she doesn't really understand everything she's taught. That or she just forgets it a few minutes after she's taught. There are a few classes where she excells, but that's only because she takes a realy interest in the class. She could do this in all of her classes, but she really doesn't see a point in it. She's already been through school once and things haven't changed, just the professors have. Everyone's still learning the same things that she did when she was in Hogwarts. There are also some classes that she completely bombs in, but she never sees the use in it because she's going to be 'seventeen' until she dies. Which won't be for a long time.

• athletic but underestimated
For a girl that looks so fragile Mila is rather athletic. She loves sports, not just watching them, but playing them. When she was a little girl her older brother taught her how to play a bunch of muggle games because her family wasn't one of those prejudice families. She just seemed to pick them up easily. She was never into the whole being on a team thing through. She wasn't too into competition, she would rather do it just for fun. Just the love of the game. Of course her favorite sport happens to be Quidditch, but that's kind of expected since her older brother had been a professional quidditch player. She just kind of grew up in the atmosphere of athletes. Not really, it was just her and her brother. Even though she was as athletic as she was everyone still underestimated the little girl. Thinking because she was rather small that she couldn't really amount to much and that they had to be careful with her because she'd break. That would just push Mila's buttons to no end. She hates having people think she can't do something because she is small.

• losing it all
Being a vampire now Mila has had to learn self control. Not the easiest thing for her to do. Especially when she was first turned. She is one of those that can lose all self control with one little slip of a knife, or parchment. Whichever comes first. This is probably one of the only instances that mila needs to be looked after. She just needs someone there to keep her in check and make sure there is no temptation for her to drink someones blood. Even the tiniest drop can strain her self control. She wishes that she wasn't as weak as she is. But it's hard for her. It always has been. It's like Ira with his temper. She can control her temper, she just can't control her urges for blood. And Ira knows this. She depends on him most to watch her. He's just like her older brother was back when they were alive. And she likes having that sense of security. Although she doesn't want someone watching over her all the time with everything she does. it's just a few things that she really feels apprehensive about. But if she alays has someone watching over her it gets on her nerves.

• loyal to the end, but not trusting
Mila was always taught to be loyal to those who deserve it. Those who have been loyal to her she will always be loyal to them. If they betray her than the loyalty and trust dies immediately for her. That's truly what has happened to her. Someone betrayed her trust by a lot. So much that she's lost trust for most people. Of couse there are exceptions for her. Like her new family. She trusts them more than anyone else in her life. They've been there for her and she has no reason to distrust them. She's always loyal to them and will come to their side whenever they need it. And she knows it goes both ways. But it takes a long time to get Mila to truly trust you. It's taken Giuseppi and Nayley a long time to gain her full trust. The only two people that haven't had to earn her trust are Blodwyn and Ira. They were the two that saved her from her death. She would've died alone in an allyway if it weren't for the two of them. They are probably the only people that Mila will trust right from the get go. Her sister literally killed the trust factor for her.

THINK OF ALL THE TIMES YOU'VE ONCE HAD
• write them in a letter that says goodbye •

parents,

Paulo Parigi
Darla Parigi

siblings,

Anthony Parigi
Alexa Parigi

other family members,"After Blodwyn took me in I got a whole new family."

Blodwyn Bludd
Ira Bludd
Giuseppi Bludd
Nayley Bludd

best memory, "My best memory would have to be when I learned to fly for the first time. It was the greatest feeling in the world. It was like time was standing still and I was moving at lightning speed. Everytime I get on a broom the feeling comes back, but it also brings back the memories of my family."
worst memory, "I remember it like it was yesterday instead of over a century ago. I was coming home for the holidays, I was excited to see my family. It was supposed to be a surprise, they thought I was coming a few days later, but I decided to come home early. When I got there it was horrible. The look on my families dead faces. Blood everywhere. It still kills me to think about it. And the nightmares come everynight."
history,

Mila and Alexa were unexpected surprises on fourteenth of February. Of course her parents knew that they were going to have twins, they were just expecting them to come about a month later. Being premature Mila and Alexa weren't always as strong as they are now. Mila was the smaller of the two girls though. She thinks that this is why she's so petite now. Her parents were excited for the surprise. She was the middle child of Paulo and Darla Parigi. She already had an older brother, Anthony, who was four at the time. The family was definately a happy one. Even if the doctors told her parents that she might have medical complications becuase she was so small. Of course it was always in the back of their minds, but Mila just kept getting stronger and stronger as the days went on. She was pretty much normal by the time her first birthday came around.

The Parigi family was complete. The family was happy. Or so they seemed to everyone. To Mila everything was normal. They were one of the wealthier families in Italy. Living in a large estate. Having all things that were expected of 'The Royals' which is what most upperclass families were referred to. And the title fell upon the Parigi's as well. Mila never really thought about it, she just liked the lifestyle that she lived. Getting what she wanted, but not being a brat about it. Still living life like a normal kid would. Her brother teaching her how to play sports. That is before he went off to school. Things felt a little emptier when he was gone, but things were still good. Having Anthony gone Mila got more of a chance to be with Alexa. They weren't the closest sisters in the world, but they tolerated each other nicely. They were completely different from each other, but that never seemed to escalate far enough that they wouldn't be able to sit in the same room as the other or not have a conversation. They were never as close as anyone would expect twin sisters to be. They actually couldn't be more opposite.

Whenever Anthony came home on break things would go back to normal, well normal for Mila. She had her absolte best friend back and sport buddy. But finally it was time for Mila and Alexa to both go off to school. Mila had expected to go to the same school as Alexa, but they went their seperate ways. Alexa going off to Beaubatons and Mila going to none other than Hogwarts. Mila missed her sister because she didn't get to see her everyday anymore, but she got to see Anthony who was in his fourth year. When all the children came home for the holidays things had definately changed in the atmosphere of the house. Alexa had changed so much in the little time that she was gone that Mila didn't even know her own twin sister anymore. That scared her and made her sad. As the years went on it never got better, it just got worse. Alexa all of a sudden couldn't stand being in the same room as Mila or the rest of her family. She would just spend all the time in her room, having meals brought up and only to come out when it was absolutely neccessary.

The years passed and Anthony was out of school, he'd become a professional quidditch player like he had always wanted to. Mila and Alexa were left in school. The years passed with no change in Alexa's attitude. The family just kind of ignored it now. It hadn't gotten any worse, or so they thought. Alexa had actually gotten worse. he deep hate for her family started to grow even deeper as the years went on and they just left her to do her own thing. She just wanted someone to help her and they were just ignoring her. She never said anything to them so they had absolutely no clue what was going on in her head. Well it was around Christmas time and school was getting out for the holidays. Beaubatons let out earlier than Hogwarts so Alexa arrived home first. It's probably for the best that Mila didn't arrive home before she did. Of course she came home earlier than expected, she was right on time. When Mila walked in the door she saw her sister standing over her parents dead bodies and her brothers. Mila never thought anything like this could happen to her or her family. A blood curdling scream escaped her lips that night and the sight that she saw. Alexa turned towards her and just smiled. Saying these small words before killing herself.. 'Now you'll know what it's like to be alone.' Mila has never been able to get those words out of her head. They haunt her every night when she falls asleep. Probably why she barely ever falls asleep anymore.

After that night things spiraled downhill for Mila herself. She never went back to her old house. She just couldn't bring herself to do it. She was to afraid of going back. She had removed her mind from the life she had once known. She was like a walking zomie, but always in pain and holding that burden over her head. Her sister had made it feel like she had caused her families death, and her own sisters death. Leaving her alone in the world. Sure she could go live with her grandparents, but that was the last thing she wanted to do. She was gonna do it all on her own. Though that was harder than expected. Mila was out late one night, she had already gradutated school and was officially on her own. Of course a lot of people knew of the tragedy that had fallen upon her, but not many seemed to care much. She was walking along the sidewalk, going to to her small loft that she had bought with the inheritance her parents had left her. While she was walking in front of a dark alley something or someone grabbed her. She was so shocked and taken aback the her mouth was covered before she could scream. At that moment she knew she was going to die. It was inevitable.

A few hours later she lay there in the alleyway. A pool of her own blood around her. At that moment she thought she was going to die. There was no doubt in her mind. The fact that she was going to die alone was enough to kill her. There was no point for her to live anymore. The next day though she woke up, feeling unbearable pain coursing through every vein in her body. The pain was like fire, she hated it, but it meant she was alive. She wasn't sure if that was a good thing yet though. Of course she learned to cope with everything that happened to her. How she changed so much. Everything about her getting stronger, her reflexes, her senses, everything. She got stronger and faster. All thanks to Blodwyn and Ira. She would have a new life, a somewhat better life. They were the one that saved her and she trusted them automatically. It didn't take them long to gain her trust or a lot of coaxing to get her to join them. Making a 'family'. Her and Ira being the same age, it was still like she had an older brother still.

Of course they left Italy. They travelled all over Europe. Life was definately different for Mila. She wasn't used to living all the time and not getting older every year. Well she was mentally, but no physically, she was still her seventeen year old self. While the three of them were in Ireland one year things went a little downhil for Mila. She had been able to control herself pretty decently, having not killed anybody or drinking human blood. That is until one late night she was out late. Not wanting to sleep, the nightmares were sure to invade her mind. She was walking along on a hill and a couple of guys saw her. She had had a few instances like this because she did look so young. They were bothering her and tried to take advantage of her, underestimating her power for her size. Well while this was going on, one of them got cut, and the blood triggered her. She ended up killing both of the guys. Returning to Blodwyn and Ira. She was so disgusted with herself. She had never wanted to lose control like that, but it happened. After that night she had always had someone watching over her because she wasn't as good with her control as Ira and Blodwyn were.

Leaving her old life behind, but not the memories. They still haunt her in her dreams. Even after all these years. The three of them added two new additionds to their family before settiling down in England. All four children were invited into Hogwarts. Mila had been there once already, but she was not against going back. She had loved school. Things had always been good during school. Nothing seemed to go wrong. She accepted the invitation right away. The others took a little bit, but all four of them ended up at Hogwarts. Ira and her as seventh year the other two as a sixth year and a fifth year.

YOU'LL LISTEN TO REASON WHILE YOU'RE FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT
• you'll stomach the hurt and break for him here just how much he's worth •

member title, `stars [ are ] FALLING
roleplay sample,

Seeing Fallon cry was a new thing for Scorpius. He had seen many girls cry before. Not neccisarily of something he did in particular. But they always seemed to cry in front of him. That was one weakness... tears. Well, with girls. If Scorpius saw a guy crying he'd probably walk over to them, slap them, and tell them to get ahold of themselves. Seeing other guys cry was just pathetic. Of course no other person had ever seen Scorpius cry since he's been at Hogwarts. Even when he broke his arm bfalling off of his brrom in his thrid year, never shed a tear. At least while there were people around him he didn't. Scorpius wasn't the kind of guy that showed his vulnerability to others. Not even to little miss Fallon. But that was again because men weren't supposed to cry, especially in front of those they portected and cared for deeply. Now Fallon fell under every single one of those categories so crying in front of her was definately something that Scorpius couldn't do. At least not at thee fragile moments in time. he had to be the one that was certain about everything and the one that comforted her when she needed it. But this sight was priceless. The two of them sitting on the couch, as close as they could be, and Fallon's tear stained face. Even though she looked like a mess to everyone else Scorpius thought she was the most gorgeous thing in the world. Then again he always did, no matter what she looked like. If she had just woken up, just got done crying, just walked in from the pouring down rain.. her hair all stringy and her clothes stuck to every curve of her body. Okay so maybe he shouldn't be thinking of things like that. This was the wrong time and place. Especially since he was sitting there in nothing but his boxers and hard ons were easy to see through them. More so for Scorpius.

All the things he had been saying to her were true. That he didn't like her drinking all the time and that he cared about her more than life itself and that he loved her. Always had and always will. No matter what she does, Scorpius will always love her. It was that nconditional love that would never go away. no matter how bad she messed up he would always love her. It didn;t mean that they'd always be together if either one of them screwed up, it just meant that Scorpius would always love her the most. She's always be his number one. But Scorpius was gladly pulled out of his thoughts by the feeling of a small girl pouncing onto him. He wouldn't have noticed it if she had been a little more graceful, but he thought she was adorable. Fallon was a light as a feather for the sixth year, he could lift her in the air above his head without a struggle. Then again, she weighed almost nothing. The kiss was more than he expected it to be, but he enjoyed it so much more. It was a little rougher than the one he had given her and he had no problem with that since it had the same passion and meaning to the both of them. But the fact the she was completely on top of him and all he could do was pull her closer to him and that it was really late/really early; whichever way you put it. None of this was contributing very well to that fact that Score was in almost no clothing and all he had to do was quickly strip the girl in front of him. Luckily, he thought of the concequences of his actions before he did them. Hahaha. That was a lie, except for this moment in time. They would already get trouble for the fact that they were up and Scorpius was almost completely nude.

The lack of oxygen made Scorpius' head start spinning until the two finally pulled away, gasping fo air. Their hearts racing a hundred miles per hour. And getting faster as the seconds passed. Scorpius noticed the odd look on the girls face as she took in his actual appearence. He almost burst out laughing but decided against it. She must've just noticed the clothes he was wearing, or lack there of. Instead, a smile just grew on his lips as her face filled with worry. He had forgotten all about the worry of someone walking in. And if it did get close to that time Scorpius had to leave before that to get down to the Quidditch pitch for a lovely Saturday morning pratice. Everyhing about being alone in the common room in his boxers with the beautiful girl he loved, and she loved him back, was just like a dream to him. Even though he had established to himself that it was reality he also classified it as a dream. He had had a few dreams that went along the exact circumsances they were in. It was wierd really, like it was a mesh of all of them together and it made reality. “As long as it doesn’t require me to get up, then ask away,” Scorpius let out a little chuckle. He would never require her to get up from on top of him. Especially when he couldn't really stand up at this particular moment in time. He could, but it would be rather painful for his and Fallon would probably get a good laugh out of it. "No it doesn't require you to move. I would rather you didn't." he told her with a large smile on his face.

Now the only problem he had was asking the question. How to phrase it what exactly he meant. Just everything he should've already thought about but didn't. He thought about it for a minute, but decided that he might as well go old fashioned with it. Fallon had always been a sucker for his old fashioned ways, at least up until now she would be. Hopefully, his charm would win her over. Then again, what girl could deny him? He hadn't met any so far. "Fallon, would you do me the pleasure of being my girlfriend?" he asked. Plain and simple. Nothing complicated, but it was probably the sweetest he had ever been when asking out a girl. Usually he'd ust be like 'We're dating.' and that would settle it. No girl had ever stopped him and told him that he had to ask. But Fallon was the special one and he had to ask, even if he knew she was going to say yes to him. At least he hoped she would since the two of them had professed their undying love to each other.

“Why is your hair so damn perfect, Scorpy?”

Those were the words that escaped Fallons lips after he posed his question. Not really the response he had been looking for. It was a very random question for him, but he took it more as a compliment. Scorpius knew his hair was amazing and loved it. It was one of his most prized possesions and he worked hard to keep it that way. Though he never really did much. He woke up and it just looked like that and it stayed that way. Scorpius wasn't one of those uys that had to have his hair absolutely perfect, not one hair out of place. If he did that he'd be his father and that was one thing Scorpius did not want to grow up to be like. He just let his hair stick out whichever way tickled it's fancy. All he did was wash it in the shower and let it dry. There was just nothing to it. "I really don't have an answer for you my pet. I'm just gifted I guess." he answered her before she gave him a proper answer to his own question. Hoping, not to get to far off topic he posed another queston for her. "Why do you care how my hair looks?" he asked. Not that he cared much he was just curious as to why the question came up.

[phillip calvin tanner]

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