• • m i l a j a c i n t h a b l u d d • •



the beauty and the tragedy
she's the kind of girl who looks for love in all the lonely places
the kind who comes to poker pockets stuffed with kings and aces
she's the kind of girl who only asks you over when its raining
just to make you lie there catching water dripping from the ceiling

she's the kind of girl who leaves out condoms on the bedroom dresser
just to make you jealous of the men she fucked before you met her

_____imetmybestfriendinprague

• • • like family as if the drink weren't enough, a stagger cannot compete
• • • inseperable until the rent checks wear thin because it hasn't sunk in
• • • attached at the hip there's no charm in being residential state street
• • • partners in crime the dust starts building until it's hard to come clean
• • • best friends i wish you could know better than you show with parted lips
• • • close friends and if i was sober could i kill caution and stay over
• • • good friends that the whiskey soothes more than you could ever do
• • • average friends and if i was sober would i rip hearts apart like paper
• • • enemies turned friends a difference it made, what a difference it made
• • • partying friends deserted houses, all our stable mates highway bound
• • • drinking friends measly sum, getting the air inside my lungs is heavenly
• • • on and off starting out with nothing but crippling doubt, we'll rest easy
• • • friend of a friend countless repeats, the gift of memory's an awful curse
• • • just met with age it just gets much worse, but i won't mind, i won't mind
• • • first name basis from my ears, and waste a day so i can think clearly
• • • acquaintances spent this last year choking the bottles neck

_____nosympathyforthedead

• • • choke and die now feel the blade, but you're the one that needs help
• • • hardcore hatred you were better at lies, at the way that if felt
• • • mutual hatred for me, i cut the throat of betrayal to watch him bleed
• • • one sided hatred so tell me now that you can swim when ropes are wrapped
• • • mutual dislike sending shivers right down your spine, it's something
• • • one sided dislike current was strong enough tonight, i can taste anymore
• • • friends turned enemies i heard the tremble in your voice cradle the fall
• • • cheated grab my heart, take this down with your soul and bury it
• • • backstabbed there is a fine line between betrayal and your friends
• • • friendly rivals i followed streetlights till i wound up at your place
• • • rivals there's no more chances, so tell me now that you can swim
• • • jealousy through the smoke a silhouette i can barely see there's a man
• • • scared of hiding from the gallows, they keep me safe and sound
• • • avoidance so i walk with shadows, the ways of burning down this house
• • • love-hate all the vibrant colors i see, and the shades that fill the grey
• • • annoyance looked me straight in the eyes this is what he had to say
• • • by association this place lies within the depths of my dreams

_____iwantaloveridonthavetolove

• • • final love the cigarettes and phone calls don't keep me warm
• • • in love place to meet, my mind is still racing while the city sleeps
• • • current love quarantine my heart, baby, in someone else's arms
• • • future love in a world filled up with players on opposing teams
• • • possible future love on the interstate, such an unforgiving journey
• • • past love-good terms how can we survive and finally live our dreams
• • • past love-bad terms but i'm getting sick of waiting to hear from you
• • • past love-still chemistry an echo in the dark i wish was you, if i only
• • • mutual crush form a sound, to convince myself you'll come around
• • • crush on fallon please, it makes me insane, everyday i just can't stand
• • • crush on you turning away from you, so cut the ropes and let's go
• • • friends-enemies with benefits anywhere but here, i've had it
• • • fuck buddies longest wait of mine, keeps playing over and over
• • • make-out buddies and now i miss your simple pleasures
• • • fling-one nighter i wish you would hang up and turn around
• • • physical attraction but i swear you wouldn't be so lonely
• • • sexual tension you're not here, every night is a nightmare
• • • on and off it would make my life to see you turn
• • • flirting so how's your affair with the millionaire

_____youonlyseewhatiletyousee

• • • family and everything that you thought you can’t forget
• • • bad influence been there, seen that, and i ain't taking you home
• • • good influence and if you don’t get it let me repeat it, just forget
• • • mixed feelings i’m everywhere that you go and i still got soul
• • • protective over mila i’m doubled up throwing double b’s in the air
• • • protective over you the streets are full of anything you want
• • • respect the way i’m living makes you feel like giving up
• • • emotional support you don’t, and i want everything for you
• • • room mate whatever it takes, i’m gonna make my way home
• • • admiration used to dream you up and make you up in my mind
• • • stalker you gave me something i could hold on to, woah-oh
• • • obsession not long ago i gave up hope, but you came along
• • • fake friend get back, you know that the city is burning
• • • secret i don't care about my guilty pleasure for you
• • • childhood i was lost in the wild, but you built a home
• • • family friend in our dreams we can be complete, if we go
• • • mentor cause people change, can't you see my eyes
• • • never spoken i already know, baby you've been let down
• • • other-specify you kept a list of the things you'd miss

_____gravitythrowsalltheserules

this was made by lj, aka infected.dreams of white pages. if you steal this, she will hunt you down, cut you open and throw your intestines to bloodthirsty dogs. don't take the credit off, because it's mean, and she will know one way or another. lyrics are from awesome bands like bright eyes, powerspace, cobra starship, escape the fate, death cab for cutie, and a line from beth nielsen chapman. colors are from the colorblender everyone uses. inspiration is from everyone and anyone, but mostly white pages users. kthnxsbai.

_____electricityisrunningthroughourfeet

example !


• • mila jacintha bludd • •
seventeen[162] | gryffindor | seventh

• • • inseperable until the rent checks wear thin because it hasn't sunk in
• • • mixed feelings i’m everywhere that you go and i still got soul

mila says • • •
"is this an example?"
you say • • •
"why yes, it is."

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so i made a resolution


• • ira edvard bludd • •
seventeen (178) | ravenclaw | seventh

• • • like family as if the drink weren't enough, a stagger cannot compete
• • • family and everything that you thought you can’t forget
• • • protective over mila i’m doubled up throwing double b’s in the air

mila says • • •
"Ira is like my older brother. I love him to death. Technically we aren't actually related, but it feels like we are. We act kind of like me and my brother used to back when he was alive. Ira was the one that found me when I was on the edge of death. I wanted to die, but now that I have him and the rest of my 'family' I'm glad I didn't. I know he's protective over me, but I like it. I feel secure with him looking after me, making sure I don't slip up. Ever since that one time in Ireland he's alwaays watched over me. Usually I'm not one to be dependent on others, but with Ira it's very different. I love talking to him and just being around him. He's probably the one person that I trust with my life. Literally, but then again who wouldn't trust someone that saved them from dying?"
ira says • • •
"Mimi, as I like to call her, is my younger sister, technically speaking. We aren't blood relations but we've been together for so long that we practically are brother and sister. I was hunting for prey when I found Mimi, lying in a pool of her own blood, nearing death. I needed blood but seeing her like that reminded me too much of my self on the night my family was murdered that I couldn't drink from her. She didn't look any older than I was! So I went to Blodwyn and asked if he was open to the idea of adding another member to the 'family'. He was, which was how Mimi became my sister. I've never had anyone turn to me for advice and/or protection and suddenly, I have Mimi whom I'm supposed to watch over as an older brother. Being a vampire is never easy at first but I'm glad I could be there for my sister when she needs me. Now if only she wasn't as good at making me talk about whatever it is I'm thinking about!"


• • vivienne scarlet d'eath • •
two hundred | slytherin | seventh

• • • mutual dislike sending shivers right down your spine, it's something
• • • friendly rivals i followed streetlights till i wound up at your place
• • • avoidance so i walk with shadows, the ways of burning down this house
• • • annoyance looked me straight in the eyes this is what he had to say

mila says • • •
"Well, Vivi and I aren't the best of friends. I don't even think you can call us friends. We may be vampires and everything which gives us something in common but our personalities are totally different. We just don't mix. We're like oil and water. I honestly don't see how my brother can be so blind by her beauty that he actually likes her. It's sad. But I honestly don't hate the girl. She's just not my favorite person to be around. We don't go around trying to make the other miserable. We just kind of give each other our space and converse when it's absolutely necessary for us to. I know I get on her nerves, but I don't really care because she does the same to me. It's just the way of life for us girls."
charactername says • • •
"Mila, Mila, Mila, Mila. I am close with her brother, in more ways than one. But her, not so much. I wonder if maybe it secretly bothers her that I'm hooking up with her brother and what not. Ah well, whatever. We are a perfect example of how we may both be vampires, but don't get along at all. We clash. Badly. But I don't hate her or anything, I would just prefer to not have company with her. When we are around each other we usually don't speak to each other and if we do, they'll be cold and sarcastic words. But it's whatever, she just annoys me. I'm not going to go and plot some diabolical plan against her."

• • ira edvard bludd • •
seventeen ( 178) | ravenclaw | seventh

• • • like family as if the drink weren't enough, a stagger cannot compete
• • • family and everything that you thought you can’t forget
• • • protective over mila i’m doubled up throwing double b’s in the air

mila says • • •
"Ira is like my older brother. I love him to death. Technically we aren't actually related, but it feels like we are. We act kind of like me and my brother used to back when he was alive. Ira was the one that found me when I was on the edge of death. I wanted to die, but now that I have him and the rest of my 'family' I'm glad I didn't. I know he's protective over me, but I like it. I feel secure with him looking after me, making sure I don't slip up. Ever since that one time in Ireland he's alwaays watched over me. Usually I'm not one to be dependent on others, but with Ira it's very different. I love talking to him and just being around him. He's probably the one person that I trust with my life. Literally, but then again who wouldn't trust someone that saved them from dying?"
ira says • • •
"Mimi, as I like to call her, is my younger sister, technically speaking. We aren't blood relations but we've been together for so long that we practically are brother and sister. I was hunting for prey when I found Mimi, lying in a pool of her own blood, nearing death. I needed blood but seeing her like that reminded me too much of my self on the night my family was murdered that I couldn't drink from her. She didn't look any older than I was! So I went to Blodwyn and asked if he was open to the idea of adding another member to the 'family'. He was, which was how Mimi became my sister. I've never had anyone turn to me for advice and/or protection and suddenly, I have Mimi whom I'm supposed to watch over as an older brother. Being a vampire is never easy at first but I'm glad I could be there for my sister when she needs me. Now if only she wasn't as good at making me talk about whatever it is I'm thinking about!"

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• • vivienne scarlet d'eath • •
two hundred | slytherin | seventh

• • • mutual dislike sending shivers right down your spine, it's something
• • • friendly rivals i followed streetlights till i wound up at your place
• • • avoidance so i walk with shadows, the ways of burning down this house
• • • annoyance looked me straight in the eyes this is what he had to say

mila says • • •
"Well, Vivi and I aren't the best of friends. I don't even think you can call us friends. We may be vampires and everything which gives us something in common but our personalities are totally different. We just don't mix. We're like oil and water. I honestly don't see how my brother can be so blind by her beauty that he actually likes her. It's sad. But I honestly don't hate the girl. She's just not my favorite person to be around. We don't go around trying to make the other miserable. We just kind of give each other our space and converse when it's absolutely necessary for us to. I know I get on her nerves, but I don't really care because she does the same to me. It's just the way of life for us girls."
charactername says • • •
"Mila, Mila, Mila, Mila. I am close with her brother, in more ways than one. But her, not so much. I wonder if maybe it secretly bothers her that I'm hooking up with her brother and what not. Ah well, whatever. We are a perfect example of how we may both be vampires, but don't get along at all. We clash. Badly. But I don't hate her or anything, I would just prefer to not have company with her. When we are around each other we usually don't speak to each other and if we do, they'll be cold and sarcastic words. But it's whatever, she just annoys me. I'm not going to go and plot some diabolical plan against her."

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