My Written Stuff

[Mandy]

I love that. It's quite lovely, even if it isn't finished. And the name Catherine fits quite nicely with it.

[Angelus]

I ACTAULLY FINISHED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Though I don't have it on me, its on a disk at home, I'll try to post it on Monday)

This post has been edited by Angel/Faith on May 14 2005, 10:14 AM

[Sunrise]

Yay! Yes..you must post it...

[Angelus]

Wedding Song

Live for each other.
Give hope to one another.
Give up the life for yourself,
Cause you’re bound to her.
And he’s bound to you.
And you know he does love you.

Give each other strength to carry on.
Give one another the hope for a better day.
If ever comes the day, the day you die.
You know he’ll mourn you,
And she’ll love you forever.

Cause you’re condemned to her.
And she’s condemned to you.
And two lives become one.
And if ever comes the day you decided to leave,
Just remember,
You’re condemned to her, and she’s condemned to you.

Give each other hope.
Give each other strength.
Love one another for the rest of your lives.
Don’t be damned in love,
Don’t be bound by hate.
Just remember she loves you.

Cause you’re condemned to her.
And she’s condemned to you.
‘Til death makes you part.

Love one another,
Cherish one another,
And give up all yourselves,
Surrender, forever, into eachothers arms.

Cause you’re in love with her,
And she’s in love with you.
And forever, for each other.

-End

you can find it at fictionpress.com my name there is chewing GUM (just like that) *yeah, yeah, yeah, laugh it up*

[Angelus]

this is "Catherine" I decided to post it all....

Catherine

Catherine.
Where have you gone?
Where have you left to today?

Catherine.
Why has my heart sunk?
Why has the world grown so dark?

And Catherine,
Where has your love gone?
Where has the light in your eyes gone?
Catherine.

Have you fallen once more?
Have you finally hit rock bottom?
Are you praying someone will find you,
And put you back together.

I can be the one,
Who wipes away every tear you cry.
I can be the one,
Who holds you while you sleep.
I can be the one,
Who pulls the trigger for you.

Catherine,
Do you remember me?
Anything at all?
Is it so easy to forget what we shared,
Just to be lost in the night?

Is the fog too thick to wander through?
The night holds us together.
But the dawn shall see us apart.
The dawn shall break us away.
Catherine.

The heart shall never mend,
It bleeds for you.
It burns for you.
The passions of love and life,
Are doused with the hurt and pain of reality.
Catherine.
I want to take you away from all that.
Let the light shine through,
And live my life only for you.

If it’s the dark you fear,
Let me lead you out of it.
If it’s the light that burns you,
Let me shield you from it.

Catherine,
My love and my life.
Catherine,
My hope and my guide.
Catherine,
You are all that’s good and pure.
Catheine,
You are all that matters.

Catherine.
We are meant to be.
How can you not see?
Our paths are crossed.
For forever more,
We shall be together.
You are forever in my heart.
Dearest Catherine,
It’s so hard at times.
At night I can barely hear you.
I know you are there somewhere,
Screaming to me.
To save you,

But Catherine,
Can you not see it?
The clouds are parting,
The sun shines bright.
Allow me to be in your life.
Once more,
Catherine,
Beloved Catherine.

-End

What's in Italics was written by urbanangel416, what's in Bold was written by my other friend *who is not a member here*

It’s True

How can you, just wake up one day,
Wash your face, comb your hair,
Say “its okay.”
Don’t you know?
You’re hurting me,
So bad.

How can you just think of nothing?
When I think of you.
How can you just act like you don’t care.
When I know you do.
You know you’ll eventually end up hurting yourself.

You just act like…them.
You just act all the same.
Ignoring, and shunning me.
Don’t you know?
It’s all you.
It’s all true.

You always stick with them.
They can’t pull you through.
You can even call me heartless.
Cause you know I’m really not.
If I was,
How could I feel this pain I carry?

You can say everything you can think,
About me.
You can even try to destroy me.
I’ll pull through,
Without you,
I’m better off,
And it’s true.

You can blame it all one me.
You can say it’s all my fault.
But now,
I’ll just walk away.
The choices you make,
Will lead you to your end.

Just stay with them,
They’ll pull you through.
Just believe the lies,
There’s no harm in it.
Just think of the same,
And that it’s all a game.
Cause you know I can’t feel anything.
But it’s not true.

The day you said “I hate you,”
I knew it was so true.
We both know,
It’s a shame,
It’s not a game.
I’m not the same.
Now, I’m more alive,
Without you,
I’m better off,
And it’s true.
Oh, so true.

You act like it’s all okay.
It’s just a mask.
And we all see through.
Maybe, if you could open up.
We’d all see why,
You hide behind their lies.

Just stay with them,
They’ll pull you through.
Just pretend to care,
It’s all okay,
We’ll never see.
What is truly underneath,
Behind the lies.

I can’t remember,
What it felt like to have someone there.
But with you gone,
I’m more free,
And so much more alive.


Just stay with them,
They’ll leave you dead.
Just pretend they care,
You’ll never know,
What is true and real.

It’s only a mater of time,
Before you’re stranded too.

-End

Explanantion: a song about my other friend who hurt me...

[Sunrise]

Why are you so good?! lol Awsome...

[Angelus]

am I really that good?

[Mandy]

I like. I'm gonna have to say Catherine is my favorie.

[Angelus]

thanks, I'm working on another song right now....it's kinda like "Fall Into You" by David Hodges.

This post has been edited by Angel/Faith on May 15 2005, 01:28 PM

[Angelus]

meh, I'll see if I can find that song, but for the time being, I'll post this EXTREMELY personal song.

Farewell

I can’t take your pain away.
No matter how many times I say I will.
I can’t take your hurt away.
No matter how many times I try.

I’ll fall for you.
I’ll fight for you.
I’ll die for you.
But I can’t be beside you.
Not when you’re so far away.

I used to think we’d really meet someday.
I used to think a lot of things.
I used to think the world was made for me.
But is this our goodbye?
Is this our farewell?
Our final time to try to make it right?

I’d fall for you.
I’d fight for you.
I’d die for you.
But I can’t be beside you.
Now you’re so far away.

I’d die to tell you I love you,
But fear holds me back.
I’d love to tell you I need you to be there,
But I can’t revive my heart.
I’d love to tell you I’ll always be here for you,
But even if I do you’ll say I lie worse than you do.

I’d love to fight beside you.
I’d love to fall through the atmosphere with you,
And steal your pain away.
But I can’t fight with you,
I can’t stand your ground for you,
It’s up to you to be strong,
For us both.

I’d die for you.
And I’d fall for you,
And I’d cry over your loses,
Just as you’ve cried over mine.
I’ll fall for you.
I’ll fight for you.
I’ll die for you.
But I can’t be beside you.
Not when you’re so far away.

Why is it now,
I feel I’ve drifted away?
I’ve fallen away from you.
And I feel that I’ll die.
And I feel that I can’t mend this hole in my heart.
And I’d cry if you knew,
Cause I know you’d cry if you knew.
I feel so far away,
I feel so discontent.
I feel as if this is our farewell.
Our last time to try to make it right.

Let me fall for you.
I’ll die for you,
And I’ll be there, but is this,
Is this our…..?

I’ll fall for you.
I’ll fight for you.
I’ll die for you.
But I can’t be beside you.
Not when you’re so far away.

So sorry your world is breaking apart,
So sorry your heart is tearing apart.
I’m so sorry for all the times I hurt you.
I’m so sorry if I ever made you cry.
And I know I have.
But is this…our…?
Don’t let this be our…

(farewell)

-End

Originally entitled “Beside You.” I started out writing this song "just because," but I ended up pouring my heart and soul, my entire being into it, this is a very personal song.

[Sunrise]

Oh, sorry..I forgot about this. I love it. Tis beautiful

[Angelus]

Thank you.

[Sunrise]

No problem

[Angelus]

I'll have some more stuff up soon.

[Angelus]

Like this.

http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=2003526

LOL, it's called "Sealed" and it's sooo diffrent than anything I have ever written before.