d i s a s t e r p e i c e, sterling

d i s a s t e r p i e c e



s t e r l i n g

• everything ends

stapled shut, inside an outside world and i'm sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home » name-basis
claustrophobic, closing in and i'm catastrophic, not again i'm smeared across the page » acquaintance
and doused in gasoline i wear you like a stain, yet i'm the one who's obscene » friend of a friend
catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, i've got no time to lose, and I'm just » on and off
caught up in all the cattle. fray the strings. throw the shapes. hold your breath. listen! » party friends
i'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and i'm, i wear you like a stitch, yet I'm » drinking friends
the one who's hurt. pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions, i've got no right to win » former enemies
i'm just caught up all the battles. locked in clutch. pushed in place. hold your breath. listen! » good friends
bones in the water and dust in my lungs, absorbing archaic like a sponge » close friends
the ultimate way is the way you control, but can you stay if you detach your soul » confidant
chemical burns and the animalistic, i'm just another hardline psuedo-statistic » best friends
blood on the paper and skin on my teeth, trying to commit to what’s beneath » partners – in - crime
to find the time is to lose the momentum, you learn the lessons and immediately forget them » childhood friends
automatic and out of reach, consult the waste to find the key, minimal life and the polysyllabic » attached at the hip
i'm just another blank page - push the button, pull the rage. can you feel this? » inseparable
another number that isn't equal to any of you, i control, but I comply, pick me apart » practically family
then pick up the pieces, i'm uneven, i am the damaged one, all my life and the damage done » other half

• killers are quiet

this is the year where hope fails you, the test subjects run the experiments » by association
and the bastards you know, is the hero you hate, but cohering is possible if we strive » tolerance
there’s no reason, there’s no lesson no time like the present, telling you right now » love/hate
What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose except your soul, who's with us » scared of
i fight for the unconventional, my right, and its unconditional, i can only, be as real as i can » avoidance
the disadvantage is that i never knew the plan, this isn't the way just to be a martyr » indifference
i cant, walk alone any longer, i fight, for the ones who can't fight and if i lose, at least I tried » envy
say it again, say it again: we, we are the new diabolic, we, we are the bitter bucolic » annoyance
if i have to give my life you can have it, we, we are the pulse of the maggots» friends turned enemies
we won’t die. won't, be the inconsequential, i won't, be the wasted potential » cheated on
i can make it, as severe as i can until you realize you'll never take a stand » backstabbed
it isn't, just a one-sided version, we've dealt, with a manic subversion » friends turned enemies
and i won't, let the truth be perverted and I won't leave another victim deserted » friendly rivalry
we fight ‘til no one can fight us, we live, and no one can stop us » one-sided/mutual dislike
we pull when we're pushed too far, and the advantages is, the bottom line is » rivalry
we never, had to fight in the first place, we only, had to spit back at their face » hardcore hatred
we won't, walk alone any longer, what doesn't kill us, only makes us stronger » utter abhorrence

• tattered and torn

it's evilsonic, it's pornoholic. breakdowns, obscenities, It's all i wanna be » family
everybody's so infatuated, everybody's so completely sure of what we are » mixed feelings
everybody defamates from miles away, but face to face, they haven't got a thing to say » bad influence
i bleed for this and i bleed for you, still you look in my face like i'm somebody new » good influence
toy - nobody wants anything i've got which if fine because you're made of » respected
i haven't the slightest, i'm teaching your brightest, they're listening, clamoring » protective over her
all the money in the world can't buy me. go ahead. lie to me » protective over you
tell me again how you're tortured i wanna know how you followed your orders so well » emotional support
you're full of shit: you had a dream but this ain't it. What’s it like to be a heretic? » room mate
i have screamed until my veins collapsed, i've waited as my time's elapsed » house mate
now, all i do is live with so much fate. i've wished for this, i've bitched at that » stalker
i've left behind this little fact: you cannot kill what you did not create » obsessive
i've gotta say what i've gotta say, and then i swear I'll go away » admiration
but i can't promise you'll enjoy the noise, i guess I'll save the best for last » never spoken
my future seems like one big past, you're left with me 'cause you left me no choice » fake friend
i push my fingers into my eyes, it's the only thing that slowly stops the ache, if the pain goes on » mentor
put me back together, separate the skin from bone or leave me all the pieces » family friend
then you can leave me alone, tell me the reality is better than the dream » secret friends – lovers - enemies
but I found out the hard way, nothing is what it seems! all I’ve got, all I’ve got is insane » other (specify)

• wait and bleed

she seems dressed in all the rings of past fatalities, so fragile yet so devious » fleeting glances
she continues to see it, climatic hands that press her temples and my chest » hot and cold
enter the night that she came home, forever. Oh she's the only one that makes me sad » flirting
she is everything and more, the solemn hypnotic, my dahlia, you're bathed in possession » lust
she is home to me. i get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse » on again off again dating
but the stress is astounding, it's now or never she's coming home, forever » physical attraction
hard to say what caught my attention, fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction » sexual tension
carve my name in my face, to recognize, such a pheromone cult to terrorize » one-night stand
i won't let this build up inside of me, no i won’t let this build up inside of me» make-out buddies
i'm a slave, and I am a master, no restraints and, unchecked collectors » enemies with benefits
i exist through my need, to self oblige, she is something in me, that I despise » past crush
she isn't real. i can't make her real. she isn’t real. i can’t make her real » one-sided crushing
she seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame, all the torment and the pain » mutual crush
leaked through and covered me. i'd do anything to have her to myself, just to have her for myself » fling
she is everything to me, that unrequited dream, the song that no one sings » past – describe terms
the unattainable, she's a myth that I have to believe in, all I need to make it real » possible future
is one more reason, i don't know what to do, i don't know what to do » current relationship
a catch in my throat, choke, torn into pieces, i won't, no! i don't wanna be this » in love
but i won’t let this build up inside of me, no, I won’t let this build up – she isn’t real » final

this relationship map was made by tea at the white pages.
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