awkward much?, tag: bellalove

[Isabella Marley Ryder]

Bella loved her house. It was kind of like an apartment, but a little bigger. Since her mother had moved away with her sister, and she’d been stuck at her other house by herself, she’d decided it would just be best to move out. She’d made her mother see to the sale of the home, however. Then Bella got a job, bought her little home, then quit her job – she was going to the university, and she’d been volunteering at Fall Stars, so she hadn’t had enough time to work. But her mother had a great job where she was living, so she sent Bella money every month to help make ends meet, and Bella was grateful. She wouldn’t have wanted to get rid of her cozy home. She was a little nervous, though, as to how Edward might react to it. His house was bigger, and a bit nicer than hers.

Isabella heard Edward’s reply to her question, and upon reaching the kitchen, opened one of the cupboards and pulled out a glass. She had just been about to turn around and ask him what he might want to drink, but then she felt his arms move around her. She felt his lips touch the top of her head gently. At his words, she felt her heart melt. She was about to speak when he moved away. She felt bereft then. She turned to face him as he leaned against the counter. She reached over to sit the cup down on the counter next to her, and she moved closer to him, wrapping her arms around his waist, burying her face against his shoulder. “I’m sorry,” She murmured, the words even more muffled against his shirt. She felt like she might cry – she was so horrible. She wasn’t sure how she deserved him.

[Edward Parker Flint]

Edward was not sure how how he deserved her after upsetting her like he had. When he turned around he watched her intently, unsure of what she was feeling. He had no idea that she felt bad for anything because, although she had overreacted he didn't think that she did anything wrong enough to feel bad about. She wouldn't have gotten angry if it wasn't for him so it boiled down to being all of his fault. She was moving closer to him so she must not have been to angry. She didn't seem angry anyway.

When she wrapped her arms around him he smiled softly and did the same. Her words surprised him and he didn't say anything for a moment. He had no idea where that came from but at least she wasn't being selfish or punishing him. She was doing the opposite by giving him undeserved apologies. He looked down at her for a moment, smiling intently. Maybe everything was going to be ok after all. Nothing was ruined or even damaged. Was it healthy for couples to argue? He had no idea but now, once it was over, it felt like it was not a big deal in the long run. He pushed her away, trying to get her head off his shoulder. He still had his hands firmly around her waist, looking down. She was beautiful. Stunning. Magnificent. He wanted her to stay in his life. No, he needed her to. The only way he could think of expressing these feelings was by kissing her so that was exactly what he did. The kiss started soft but it built itself to be something ore. He realized, in the back of his mind behind all of the other things that were obviously in his mind as well, why his kisses with Bella were so great. He was actually putting emotion into it. There was more than lust and heat of the moment. He was putting everything he was feeling, the anger, the passion, the contentmess, the worry, all into it. The result was fantastic.

[Isabella Marley Ryder]

Isabella sighed softly when she felt Edward’s arms wrap around her. Now that she was completely calm, she was so upset with herself. How could she have lost control that way? She felt like such an idiot. She snuggled a little closer to him, sighing again, feeling content. She wasn’t even really sure what made her freak out like she did. She’d known, from the very beginning, that Edward had been with a lot of other women. And in a way, she was glad for that, because all of his experience made him a great lover – something that she was quite thankful for.

When he started pushing her away some, Bella frowned, confused. Was he actually mad at her, after all? Did he not want to be with her anymore because she was such a bitch? She decided it was best to just face it, if that were the case. She looked up at him, and her eyes widened a little. He didn’t looked as though he was going to break up with her. When he bent his head towards hers, she very obviously knew what he was going to do, so she tipped her head back a little, giving him easier access to her lips. She loved it that he could be so gentle with her. When the kiss started becoming more involved, Bella lifted her arms, wrapping them around his neck loosely. She had the strongest urge to show him just how much he really meant to her. She moaned softly, tugging him closer to her.

[Edward Parker Flint]

Edward loved how she kissed him. The way she tasted, the way she acted, it was all perfect. He did feel a bit odd, between the counter and her. He felt like they were in the wrong positions. He was the type to like to take the dominating, more aggressive role so he decided they better move this around now before it got heavier. Assuming that it did. In the back of his mind he had this small fear that she'd suddenly break up with him even if she seemed alright with everything now.

So, Edward broke the kiss for a moment, moved them so their positions were swapped, and went back to kissing her like she deserved to be treated. Like an angel. Well, maybe not an angel. Were they supposed to be innocent? Or what that all some crazy misconception? What did it matter? He thought to much, he decided. Of course, these were not his main thoughts at all. His main thoughts revolved around her and things he planned on doing wit her. First he started at her neck, getting more aggressive than he ever has before with her by bitting her softly. He hoped that she liked it. Soon he moved back up, a trail of kisses leading toward her lips once more. His hands were currently in her hair, keeping her close to him. If there was one thing he could change about her, he would give her more confidence. She was getting more as time went on, he could tell, but the first time she was fairly lacking compared to some other people. And yes, he did like it to a certain existent but now he was ready for her to just be herself completely and not worry. Not only was real confidence just sexy but he knew that would probably make her happy as well.

[Isabella Marley Ryder]

Isabella was still in awe of how amazing their kisses always ended up being. Whenever he kissed her, he always made her feel so beautiful and desirable and just… amazing. She ran her fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck, making little noises of pleasure in the back of her throat as they continued to kiss. When he broke the kiss, Bella stared up at him. She was just about to ask what was wrong, but then he switched positions with her. She smiled up at him just before he began kissing her again.

Bella loved it when he kissed her neck. When he bit her, she gasped loudly and made a little whimpering noise, clutching the front of his shirt tightly in her hands. She tipped her head back a little to give him better access to her neck. She moaned a little when his lips traveled back up to her mouth. She loved it when he put his hands in her hair. He was always so wonderful with her, and he always seemed to know what she liked and what she wanted. After another moment of kissing, Bella pulled her lips away from Edward’s and nudged him away from her a little. She smiled sweetly, then grabbed his hand, tugging him out of the kitchen. She knew where their actions would take them, and she didn’t want things to be too heated while they were still in the kitchen. She tugged him after her, leading the way up the stairs to her room. She opened the door, stepping inside. She turned to face him, smiling a little shyly. No boy had ever been in her room before. She wasn’t embarrassed or anything – like I said, she’d just never had a boy in there before. The walls were a pretty pastel blue color, and she only had the basics for furniture – a bed, a dresser, and a bedside table. She waited until he was in the room, then shut the door, leaning against it, a small smile on her lips.

[Edward Parker Flint]

Edward loved the noises she mad and made his fair share of noises as well. He was also very glad that this was just her house. No one could hear them and there was no need to be quiet. Edward loved being vocal but he rarely really got the chance to with his parents and sometimes other people's parents. It just wasn't good, living with your parents and wanting to have sex. Really, it was weird. Creepy, in a way. But he pushed these thoughts aside the moment she began gently pushing him away. The thought of her changing her mind jumped into his head, scaring him, but when she took his hand he smiled understandingly.

Her room was such a long way away. Or it seemed to be but maybe he was simply being impatient. When they reached it he took the time to scan it and found it simple and fairly neat. It was a lot like he had pictured her room. She distracted him from her room, however. The way her room looked seemed rather trivial at the moment. He could pay attention to it later. He placed his hand on her hips and pushed her back on the door, a bit roughly but not too rough. He was careful not to get too rough with her. He didn't think she'd appreciate that. His hands moved to her stomach and he played with the hem of her shirt as he began kissing her again, thankful she was with him. She was beyond words in his eyes. Perfect in every way. Unbelievable. He wished he could put his feeling into words more. He was just so not used to feeling this way about a girl he figured she must be extremely special. And she was. He began to remove her shirt. It was pointless at the moment.

[Isabella Marley Ryder]

They were in her house. Hers, and hers alone. Which meant there was no one else there. Which totally meant that they could be as loud as they wanted and no one would be around to witness it. She was really excited about this. Bella leaned against her bedroom door, watching Edward as he briefly studied her room. It was a larger room, but not too big. It had a single window and a large closet. It was a very simple room, as she wasn’t one for making things too complex. She liked it very much, and thought it suited her.

Bella smiled up at her boyfriend when he moved to her and placed his hands on her hips. When he pushed her back against she door she gasped a little. She thought it was kind of weird of her, but she liked it that he was a little bit rough with her. She wouldn’t want him to be too rough, but just the little that he was doing just kind of turned her on a little more. She kissed him back eagerly, enjoying what they were doing. When he began to remove her shirt, Bella smiled a little against his lips and maneuvered around some to help him get it off easier. Once that was done, she wrapped her arms around his neck again, kissing him intensely. After a moment she pulled away and moved her lips down to his neck. She moved her hands down then, fiddling with the button on his jeans – she wasn’t trying to unbutton them yet, she was just playing with it idly.

[Edward Parker Flint]

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Bella loved this relationship. This aspect of it was amazing despite her inexperience. He better get good at dating fast, to keep up with how she was improving in areas such as this one. Once her shirt was off he began fiddling with her chest rather expertly as she fiddled with his button. He loved it when she smiled against his lips which she did quite often. That let him know that he was satisfying her more than he already did now.

When she broke away and moved to his neck he leaned his head back so she could get better access to it. He loved being kissed on his neck. Kissing his neck and nibbling on his earlobes were two major turn ons for him. The combination of her playing with his pants and kissing his neck was simply magnificent. He let her know by groaning rather loudly and mumbling "God, Bella," completely intoxicated by her. He wanted her to move on and stop just playing. The foreplay thing was nice for a while but it was getting old fast for him. He knew that often girls thought differently so he tried to hold out, he really did, even if it was hard to do at times. Like now. And, if you combined them there was still six more items of clothing to remove. Six. That was far to many. He let his hands wonder behind her and worked on the clasp of her bra for a moment before getting it off. Five. That was much better than six. Edward could deal with five. For now. Silly teenage guy. [/size]

[Isabella Marley Ryder]

It was so amazing. Bella’s views on sex used to be quite similar to Edward’s views on love and other emotions like it – she just wasn’t digging it. But her ideas about it had quickly changed once she’d had sex with Edward. Now she knew she’d never get enough of it. Just as she’d never get enough of him. She was amazed at the things he’d opened her eyes to. And she wasn’t sure if she’d have felt comfortable doing these kinds of things with anyone else.

At his mumbled words, Bella laughed a little, very pleased that she could do that to him. She moved her lips from his neck up to his ear, tugging on the lobe gently with her teeth. She knew he liked that. She moaned when she felt his hands working on the catch of her bra. Once that garment was off, she sighed a little. It was wonderful, doing this with him. She reached down and tugged on the bottom hem of his shirt, pulling it up and over his head. She leaned down once again and kissed his neck and his chest. After a moment she stepped back from him, smiling slyly up at him. She moved around him, towards her bed. She reached for the button of her jeans, undoing it and sliding them down as she walked. Once they were off she climbed onto the bed and turned to face him, smiling.

[Edward Parker Flint]

Edward helped her get his shirt off, finding so much pleasure in the way she was kissing him. He hadn't been this turned on by anyone in a while and it was refreshing. He could tell that it was going to be amazing. it was always amazing between them, however. But maybe this would reach a new level. New levels were always fun to get to. He liked trying to always do better and never get lazy with sex. Lazy sex was just bad sex and that was just something he did not do. It was awful when he got with a bad girl. Thankfully Bella was not bad at all. When she moved away he followed her example, removing his boxers with his pants unlike her. It was easier that way. And quicker.

He got into bed, pushing her town and kissing her intensely, before moving down to her neck and further down. Eventually, he had made it to her stomach. His hands moved to her last piece of clothing. He removed them gently, moving his kissing down even further. He had not done this with her before and really hoped that she would enjoy it like he assumed she would. Sure, he wasn't getting much out of it but he found that he could actually wait. She was worth him and he was willing to not be selfish and please her. He wondered if she had ever done this before. Probably not. Her ex seemed pretty selfish. Wait. Why was he thinking about her ex during this? That was just bad. He was awful and shouldn't be thought about. So he moved his thoughts back on her.

[Isabella Marley Ryder]

Bella just knew that this time would be better than before – and their sex had always been pretty good. She wondered if their little fight previously had somehow made this better for them. It didn’t matter the reason, though. The fact of the matter was – this time their sex was going to be absolutely amazing. Bella wasn’t nervous at all, and that surprised her a little, considering she had been just a tiny bit nervous all the other times they’d done this. She was glad she was getting over that, though. She was just too excited and turned on to be worried about much of anything.

She watched him intently as he moved to the bed, shucking his jeans and boxers as he did so. She laughed a little when he pushed her down, but her laughter stopped abruptly when he began kissing her expertly. She loved how he kissed. She couldn’t stop from moaning when he moved his lips down to her neck, then to her chest. Then to her stomach. She moved with him, helping him to take off her last piece of clothing. When his kisses moved down further, Bella gasped and moaned. She couldn’t help it. She’d never had this done before – her ex-boyfriend had never offered and in truth, the thought of him doing this to her repulsed her. But she found that she really enjoyed it when Edward did it. She couldn’t stop herself from making all kinds of noises – it was amazing.

After a little bit, Bella reached for Edward, pulling up on top of her so she could kiss him again. She wrapped her arms around him, holding him close. He’d just done something wonderful for her, and she wanted to return the favor, but she’d never given head before, and she wasn’t sure if she’d be good at it – and she didn’t want to ruin this perfect time with her inexperience. She moved her lips from his over to his ear, then to his neck. She needed him soon, as she wasn’t sure how much more she could last.

[Edward Parker Flint]

Edward loved the noises she made. It encouraged him to keep going which was exactly what he did. Well, until she pulled him back up to her. He looked into he eyes for a moment, smiling a bit devilishly, before kissing her properly once more. He wouldn't have made it back in the old days when people were always strict about sex and such. Then again, they all claimed to be while in reality they weren't. They were simply not as casual and open about it. So he would have made it just fine. Although, Bella would be one of the faithful girls. So maybe it would have worked out differently. He had no idea. Good arguments could have been made for both sides.

In truth, Edward needed her soon too. Really soon. He hadn't really gotten anything yet and it was just, well, driving him crazy so he figured to put them both out of their misery. From the very start it was amazing. He was quick about his business, being much more vocal than he had ever been before. He was going to take full advantage of her otherwise empty house, he decided. It was completely perfection if there was such a thing. They were both really into it so the entire situation worked wonderfully. He moved so she would go back to his lips but he soon veered off to her neck. He was so thankful she stopped by to see him again because if she hadn't than he would have never really gotten to experience this feeling.