ASTLEY, Kitty Marie, Doctor/Confiden Counsellor. (Repost)

[Kitty Astley]

THIS IS YOU

Name;; Kitty Fox-Foster
Age;; 20
Gender;; Femme
Other Characters;; None yet
Rule;; Rule? Erm… I didn’t see anything in the rules for this? Oh... ooopsie. I love Umberellas
Custom Title;; Beautiful Disaster

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KITTY • MARIE • ASTLEY

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Full Name;; Kitty Marie Astley
Age;; 22
Gender;; Female
Birthday;; 14/05
Orientation;; Lesbian
Marital Status;; Single and Looking
Occupation;; Doctor
Usergroup;; Doctors
Transportation;; An Audi Quattro, 1981


Height;; 5’5
Weight;; 130’
Hair Color;; Brown-Blonde
Eye Color;; Brown, Grey hints
Face Claim;; Keeley Hawes
Tattoos;; None
Piercings;; Ears only



Goals;;

Have a family, Have a wife, Learn more about herself. Become stronger. These are the only things that survived the fall-out from her attack, her self-respect has been lost and so many of her dreams have died.

Fears;;

Losing her life, Losing her family, Losing love. She feels like she's unworthy of anyone ever caring for her deeply enough to want to stay with her. She also fears losing her will to survive and fight.

Secrets;;

She was beaten and raped at the age of 19. She has other, smaller secrets but they don't really count as they too were lost when she was raped, her innocence was lost and so her secret longing to be loved like that was broken beyond repair.

Likes;;

Women, Making friends, Helping people, Learning. She also likes to read, write and draw.

Dislikes;;

Her middle name, Having to lie to her family, Being closeted. Being hurt in any way. Being physically ill.

Habits;;

Chewing her fingernails, smoking and drinking. She also tends to draw when she gets edgy.

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Personality;;

Kitty is a warm person who hides the fact when she meets men, unless the men also seem deeply troubled, then it is her deep sense of empathy that opens her up to them. She is friendly and sweet until crossed. If you decide that you’re going to hurt a friend of hers, she goes off, big time.

She loves helping patients and sometimes can put their welfare before her own. She’s had a few major scares but she remains strong and caring, pushing people when they need it, empathising where needed. Many people have seen her cry over a patient that they lose to their problems, although she does her best not to let it happen.

People can be frozen out if she’s thinking. This is a habit she got from her mother, that and her habit of doodling when she gets nervous. Most of the results of freezing are when people trigger painful memories, or if they try to talk to her when she's thinking about someone or something else. She may be smart but she needs time to think everything through bit by bit.

She has a wicked sense of humor and has been known to pull tricks on people that could easily get her into trouble with others. Her giggle is infectious at times, especially if her eyes begin to shine, which happens only around her inner circle of friends, and sometimes with patients.

When patients who have been abused find it hard to open up, she does what she can to show her weaker side, telling them that she may not have been through their exact ordeal but that she can imagine it hard to talk about it, this is a truth few learn about her. She has been attacked herself and this can sometimes lead to her promising a little too much of herself to her patients and friends, sometimes she forgets that she needs to rest.

Deep down a part of Kitty is crying out to be loved, and she feels the pain of losing her friends deeply. She hides it well though and can put on a good show when needed to. Sometimes she does slip, falls in love with the wrong woman, the patient she shouldn’t see so much of, and sometimes she can be a little rude when warned off the idea.

She’s a fighter and has been since the day she was born, she is also, however, one who hates to argue with people. She fights quietly, drawing her emotions onto paper rather than using her fists and violence. Her mother taught her the practice when she was 14, and she has learnt a lot about herself through her mother, although her mother doesn’t know everything about her.

Before her attack, Kitty was a tease, a big one if honest. She loved to dance and play, have fun with her life. Since the attack and the resulting fall-out she has become withdrawn from society a little, she only goes out when going to meet friends that she knows have cars and she relies solely on herself. The few scars she does let show are small, little bits of broken temper and frustration.

Her friends, those she had left, have since lost touch with her and this has punctured her sense of self-worth. Sometimes she can be heard talking herself down, sounding most low and broken. She has good and bad days, although her counselling had helped.

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Hometown;; London
Mother;; Nansy Aston
Father;; Jason Astley
Siblings;; None that I’ve heard of.
Other;; Nope, sorry
Pets;; None, might adopt something some day.




History;;

Kitty Marie Astley was born in London to Jason Astley and Nansy Aston. She was a month early and was weak for the first few days of her life, many had given up on her but she pulled through, from then she was a healthy baby once she grew a little chubbier and she soon found her cheeky trademark smile. On her First Birthday, she began to toddle, a little. Her legs were weak and she struggled to keep herself up, but she showed spirit. Aged 2 she was still a slow walker. This pattern went on until at the age of 5 her parents paid for her to have surgery to strengthen her thigh muscles.

She continued to grow as a normal child would until the age of 16. At this age she hit her pubity and soon began to grow. She stopped growing at the exact height of 5’5, on her 18th Birthday. Kit Marie was a slow developer but she soon learnt her lesson and became a strong woman. She didn’t let anything daunt her and she worked herself hard to achieve good grades at her high-school.

She graduated and went on to college then uni, then finally medical school. Here it was that she still showed a willingness to learn and proved herself brighter than average. It was at Medical School she discovered her true nature, her sexuality. She makes nothing of the times and trials that happened. Kit doesn’t even mention her attack, both sexual and physical, to anyone.

She had been cornered in a local pub and forced to take part in sex games that she loathed. Kit has therefore been unwilling to trust men any more and she often seems to hate herself when she does let them in. She has strong senses about who she is and no man will change that. At one point, she did have a girlfriend for the final 2 years of Medical School, but it backfired.

Kitty has never mentioned her girlfriend or her sexuality to her parents, they would disown her instantly and she is unwilling to lose them now. Nothing is said of what happened to her at the pub, again this is through the fear of being disowned, she hides herself away when she goes home and often seems miserable around her parents.

A few years ago she met, and fell for, a patient. This affair was short and failed spectacularly as Lanya was closeted, and to make matters so much worse for Kitty, married. When the husband came to pick his wife up, they both kept their secret hidden from him and Lanya left. Kitty has since had a string of dangerous and unhealthy relationships but she still longs for a wife and family one day.

A family near the pub she was attacked in have a daughter that Kitty has been interested in since they met, that fateful night. She hates the fact that Annika knows everything about her, and she finds it monumentally difficult to even speak to the girl. This is the same trouble she has often with men, and sometimes, when intensely attracted to them, with women. She often becomes distracted when talking about the girl and can come off as icy and cold when people mock her about it.

Not many people manage to break through Kitty’s warm but hidden manners to become true friends. This stems from losing many of her closer friends when she bravely attempted to come out. She has moved up to Oxford to try to settle down and learn more about herself. She loves to help people and has always had a good sense of empathy.

The Rape: The rape itself was quick, painful but over fast,the boys spent a long time teasing her before hand and she was shaken by how easily they took control of her body. She's not used to losing control and the fact they even mastered her had been hard to handle. Once the rape was over, they took turns using and abusing her some more, using anything that came to hand to harm her some more. She was rescued only when her desperate screams alerted a passing bar-maid.

The night had begun normally enough, out with a group of close friends, drinking, dancing, having a good time. Slowly her friends split off from her and went to dance with other people, leaving her alone. She minded a little but not much at first, then she was approached by two men. Both men were taller than her, and older. One had been Blonde, the other a Brunette, both with bright blue eyes. She hadn't recognised them that night, now she'd never forget them, ever. They had been flirting with her and each other playfully enough, and she had excused herself to go to the bathroom. From there, the night went south. She was hurried into the bathrooms, the men easily making her silent, one simply threatening her with a choke hold, she fell silent then, her eyes closing as it sank in exactly what was going to happen.

She'd been happy, now she was distressed. The first man had been teasing her verbally, the other using her body as a plaything, one hand 'attending to himself'. Soon enough she'd found herself yanked backwards against him, the pain of him entering her back-passage making her scream, painfully. The other man had laughed at her, soon joining his friend, the two gave her on escape route and she continued to scream, this time ignoring the threats. Her eyes shot open as she was slapped, once, then again, harder. She screamed again, not a name, not a word even... just a scream. Tears soon came, as she realised how badly hurt she really was, the men were marking her skin even as they ruined her.

Once the bar-maid had got her out of the bathrooms and hidden her away in a private office, she clammed up, refusing to speak about it to anyone. She didn't want to be their victim. She went along with the police procedures as they inspected her, taking what was needed, her talks with the police proved useless and she clammed up again at the hospital. She wouldn't speak about it for a long time. Annika, a girl from a house nearby, had seen her on her way back home, in the police car. Kitty had scrambled out and ran to hide as she didn't want to go home at that point, she needed to stay somewhere else.

Annika had taken her in then, forcing Kitty to calm by simply guiding her along, arm around her waist. It was Annika who got Kitty the help she needed and it is Annika she still talks to when things get too much.

Since the attack she has been a lot quieter and her hopes, dreams and wishes have been killed. She has no self-respect anymore.

[Edward Parker Flint]

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