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and with a paper heart his lungs forever filled with fluid.
jasper tyson kilswitch
twenty years of age on this planet.
born halloween nineteen eighty seven.
in chicago, illinois, united states.
a lead singer and pianist.
i love the most amazing girl on the planet.

inseprable. && she moves her own way.
bestfriends. && be on your way to better things.
closefriends. && it's not about your make up.
goodfriends. && or how you try to shape up.
averagefriends. && so now you pour your heart out.
secretfriends. && not saying it was your fault.
acquaintances. && but you could of done more.
namebasis. && sweet and pretty face.
former. && something so beautiful.
childhood. && you don't pull my strings.

final. && you take me the way i am.
future. && make me believe these paper dreams.
current. && i love the way you say good morning.
mutualcrush. && she was in her mindset.
crushonhim. && i know she knows.
crushonyou. && i'm not fond of asking.
onenightstand. && i may say it was all your fault.
flirting. && by such a smiling sweetheart.
badpast. && moving onto better things.
goodpast. && she moves in better ways.
secret. && every time i look inside.
friendswithbenefits. && we're gonna walk all over your cars.
physicalattraction. && i let you down.

hardcore. && oh where gonna steal your signs.
indifference. && viciously, she sleeps.
respected. && she trips, falls into it all.
mutalhate. && i wish i bit my lip.
rivalry. && call her away from my little one.
annoyance. && do want to go to the seaside.
dislike. && but i find it hard to love.
jealousy. && i'm not trying to say that eveybody wants to go.

protectiveofhim. && so at my show on monday.
protectiveofyou. && you'd be on your way to better things.
love/hate. && to these tiresome paper dreams.
fakefriends. && case i'm a better man.
roomate. && she moves in her own way.
coworker. && tempered fires and spangled boots.
cheating. && you're all about to lie down.
family. && so far from innocence.

• titles from the kooks and lily allen songs.
• colours where done with [url=http://meyerweb.com/eric/tools/color-blend/] colorblender. [/url
• layout by dani - reworked by samie. thanks doll.
• do not steal. if you wish to use then just ask.
• learn to be creative with your posts. i want some background details.
• post in mine and i'll return the favore.

just turn away from that mirror
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brierly emmerson spencer
twenty && tourist
close friends, final, current, physical attraction, roomate, mutual protection
the history: "it all started back in aussie with guy. i was on my lunch break and i was all sweaty and hot, and i smelled like horses and other mammals. i walked into the tea rooms and ordered a coffee or something and i forgot my money, so...he helped me out and offered me a seat. we talked for only a short while and we had instant chemistry. i was pretty much giddy all day. we met up again at his hotel later that night and we ended up sleeping together. i was so shocked, because normally i wouldn't do such an impulsive thing. he was so sweet and considerate. but, we made the mistake of forgetting the condom. i woke up the next morning, and remembered. he flipped out, and i felt so sorry for him. i told him it was okay and stuff and it was. we were...well. in love. it was so surprising, at how fast we moved, but it felt so right. anyway. we spent heaps of time together, and he even came down to the farm where i worked and spent time with me. we went to the pub, down to sydney and to the clubs a few times, and we...had a few more "fun" nights. after a few months i realised i was pregnant. we were going to talk and he had to tell me something to. i let him go first, he told me some news that broke my heart. he was leaving, with his band to go to scotland. i didn;t end up telling him, because i knew he needed this. it was his big break to go and record an album. he left, and i was tearful for weeks. i got so lonely, and normally i never got lonely out there, but it was like a big chunk of my heart was missing. i missed jasper so much, and i couldn't keep his child from him anymore. i packed my bags and booked the first flight out to scotland. he met me at the airport and we kissed each other and held onto each other. i was like a dream. i never wanted to let go. his warmth and strong hold was so missed, i cried. we went back to his house and that's when it got a little awkward. i was all...well...hormonally...horny. but we got passed it and had some of our own fun, but i can;t wait for this baby to be born. i can't cope without being with him much longer. but that's our story. i love him and i think we are going to be very happy. he is the love of my life, my safe harbour and i know that he really cares for me, and likes me for i am. i am the luckiest girl in the world.
jasper says:" i'll fill this in."

name : brierly emmerson spencer
age && your status : twenty && tourist
what we are. : close friends, final, current, physical attraction, roomate, mutual protection
the history: "it all started back in aussie with guy. i was on my lunch break and i was all sweaty and hot, and i smelled like horses and other mammals. i walked into the tea rooms and ordered a coffee or something and i forgot my money, so...he helped me out and offered me a seat. we talked for only a short while and we had instant chemistry. i was pretty much giddy all day. we met up again at his hotel later that night and we ended up sleeping together. i was so shocked, because normally i wouldn't do such an impulsive thing. he was so sweet and considerate. but, we made the mistake of forgetting the condom. i woke up the next morning, and remembered. he flipped out, and i felt so sorry for him. i told him it was okay and stuff and it was. we were...well. in love. it was so surprising, at how fast we moved, but it felt so right. anyway. we spent heaps of time together, and he even came down to the farm where i worked and spent time with me. we went to the pub, down to sydney and to the clubs a few times, and we...had a few more "fun" nights. after a few months i realised i was pregnant. we were going to talk and he had to tell me something to. i let him go first, he told me some news that broke my heart. he was leaving, with his band to go to scotland. i didn;t end up telling him, because i knew he needed this. it was his big break to go and record an album. he left, and i was tearful for weeks. i got so lonely, and normally i never got lonely out there, but it was like a big chunk of my heart was missing. i missed jasper so much, and i couldn't keep his child from him anymore. i packed my bags and booked the first flight out to scotland. he met me at the airport and we kissed each other and held onto each other. i was like a dream. i never wanted to let go. his warmth and strong hold was so missed, i cried. we went back to his house and that's when it got a little awkward. i was all...well...hormonally...horny. but we got passed it and had some of our own fun, but i can;t wait for this baby to be born. i can't cope without being with him much longer. but that's our story. i love him and i think we are going to be very happy. he is the love of my life, my safe harbour and i know that he really cares for me, and likes me for i am. i am the luckiest girl in the world.
jasper says:" i'll fill this in."

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