I just don't get it. I can't seem to please anyone. My boyfriend knows we need a new vechicle cause our truck is about to die but he wont stay at work for any overtime. He yells at me and tells me to work but its kind of hard when we live in the middle of nowhere and we share a vechicle. My birthday is at the end of the month. One more thing that we won't have any money for. I know its not fair to rely on him to pay most of the bills but there is nothing I can do without a car. I give up. I want to crawl into a hole where noone and nothing can bother me. No one gives a shit that I have been sicker than hell with acute bronchitis or that I was in the hospital saturday. Its do this do that. I ask my dad if I can use the car to go to a DOCTORS appointment and he tells me NO. What a fucking asshole. I should turn him in for leaving my little bros that are five and six home alone while they were sleeping so he could get a piece of ass from his now ex this past weekend. I cant deal with this shit anymore. I am so fucking stressed out. If I had a car it would be different. Then I could work full time and I wouldnt have to deal with this bullshit. I know he is just as stressed out as I am but I cant fucking deal with it. I can't even go hang out with one of my friends cause I live so far from everyone. Maybe I will just steal the car and run it head on into a fucking tree. I could care less right now. Same shit is going to happen when he gets home from work. He will either hop on MY computer and ignore me or else we will argue as usual. I cant deal anymore. Fuck everyone