My weight=hurt

[iloveatom545]

I hate that i always feel fat and desgusting.... i feel like if i eat too much im a pig and when i eat too little im still hungrey and i feel like a pig still. i weigh 146 im 5'5 and i got chickenlegs... do you knoe wat that can do to someone? like me who i soo emotional... can i get an amen chyea i knoe lame... i just want some true friends or even just a true friend well yeah i hate my body and i got to get help b4 i relaps or start making myself throw up again.... hurt can come from ne thing even your weight

Cassie XooX

This post has been edited by brokenrebel on Apr 28 2006, 10:05 PM

[LikeAPhoenixRise]

(((HUGS)))
I think everyone with an eating disorder can relate to what you're saying here; the self-loathing, the anxiety, the feeling depressed no matter how much/little you eat...
but you have to ask yourself, is relapsing and b/ping going to help how you feel inside? I know I've had bad body image at both my low and high weights. Maybe you should look at why you're having these thoughts, and try to work on that?
Hope you feel better soon
x

[Blace]

Yea I know what if feel with an eating disorder. I had a bad eating disorder when I was serverly depressed. I didnt eat at all. I some times go on days without eating like 4 or 5. But after I got help I felt a little better bout myself. Now I already gained 17 lbs. in a month. I was skinny cause of my depression. But like you ur the oppsite. Dont beat yourself about your body image. Your jugding yourself. Your not a pig. I am 5' 10' and 148 and getting fatter. you shouldn't feel like your fat. Its your body and if you try to force your body to become the way you want it it willturn out for the worse. You could try to excercise so you can get those chemicals in your brain to move so you can lighten up and also you r shaping your body. But in my opinion your not fat. your just a normal kid like me and everyone on this site. Please I also beg you not to make yourself throw up. Your just hurting yourself. Its like cutting i know its addicting but you need to find another way to cope or raise your self-esteem gurl. If you want to talk PM me ok

Best wishes to ya
Sincerly,
E.J.

P.S. Hugyy hug hug

This post has been edited by Blace on May 2 2006, 04:14 AM

[Livana-Deathrose]

Hugy huggy huggy ^^ Not lame at all. I'm here if you need me, I know exactly how you feel, I feel like that everyday, I weigh 12 stone and am 5"6, I think i'm a fat pig, I know i'm a fat pig. But dont make yourself sick, its not good for you.