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I know it's been a while since I posted, but I'm really feeling down and need some help.

I was off cutting for a long time...so long, I was so incredibly proud. But, it all started yesterday when I found out that the guy who sits next to me in german class cuts as well. And that was a major trig. I already have over 8 cuts all over me, because of all that. I just recently got out of an abusive relationship, and the guy is stalking me (I have a restraining order.)

I need some help, really, I'm not sure how to handle this. I want to stay clean so bad, but it's so hard.